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This is the place where I ramble about my thoughts, life events, etc. I hope you enjoy reading my rambles!
This Month's Entries:
5/31/25 - I really need to get this outta my system 😩
I normally don't share my dreams but this one has been haunting me for the past 2 months. It's not scary but it's weird and stupid as hell. Send help
Anyway... 2 months ago from today I went to bed at around 1 am after sketching some stuff that'll never see the light of day. 😏 That probably manifested into this weird ass dream. I don't remember most of it, BUT...
I dreamt that I was rewatching Chicken Little and it was the alien chase scene. For some reason the characters were in a sewer AND THIS MOTHERFUCKIN FISH WAS DRINKING THE SEWAGE. FROM THE WAY IT LOOKED AT FIRST I THOUGHT HE WAS PISSING FOR SOME REASON (which idk if that's better or worse-). I WAS LIKE "WAIT I DON'T REMEMBER THIS". I ACTUALLY GOT MAD IN THE DREAM LIKE WHAT THE FUUUUUCKKK. I WAS LIKE "I HATE THIS MOVIE!!!" I THEN MADE A WHOLE RANT ON TWITTER AND IN MY INSTAGRAM STORY (kinda like that snapcube eggman video). and then i woke up (minutes before my alarm went off due to pure shock). I literally felt physically sick and couldn't get it out of my head the whole day. The idea of someone eating waste/bodily fluids ESPECIALLY IN A SEWER made me nauseous.
I REALLY WANTED TO RANT IN REAL LIFE BUT I COULDN'T USE INSTAGRAM AT THE TIME BECAUSE OF MY PHONE ISSUES. I was already depressed because of that, and this didn't help lmao
I think I might share this story on my socials to make my dream come true and to "celebrate" the 2 month anniversary 😂
Funny thing is the Chicken Little characters often appear in my dreams (probably since it's my special interest), but OH MY GOD. THAT POOR MF GOT ASSASSINATED HERE. I mean Fish is kinda dumb ngl, but DAMN. even if poop humor is a thing and some comic relief characters in kids media do eat shit, there's no way in hell they'd let that slide in real life (especially Disney). like DAMN HE'S GONNA KILL HIMSELF. ENJOY E. COLI DUDE 😭😭😭 WHY DID MY SUBCONSCIOUS SUBJECT ME TO THAT DISGUSTING IMAGERY?? Funny enough I don't think my dream self ever got this mad or nauseous before.
Also unrelated but this all happened on Trans Day of Visibility and I think that's very funny. And I binged gross Bar Rescue compilations that day because it felt appropriate. :3
i apologize for this mess of a blog. i had to witness this traumatic visual so now i'm making you suffer alongside me. it's 5 am i really need to go to bed
5/25/25 - Finally an Update
Omg it's about time I wrote a blog this month. I have a few updates I wanna share.
I'VE OFFICIALLY COMPLETED 2 YEARS OF COLLEGE 🎉🎉 I'm halfway though earning a BA in animation!! Once again finals were pretty stressful but I got through them all. Had a lot of cool silly, and interesting experiences during classes this year. (There were also lots of moments where microaggressions were flung around and I got exposed to some of the stupidest takes I've ever heard. 😬) I'm also thankful for all the friends, acquaintances, and professors I've met/made this year. And if anyone from class of 2025 is reading this, congratulations and good luck!!
I'm officially on summer break now! I don't really have any plans aside from finding a job and getting a driver's license. (The job market sucks ass and I've been trying for months but with no luck.)
Also one of my online mutuals who I've followed for a few years (?) is gonna be at my college next year 😯 Looking forward to potentially meeting them! Never met an online mutual irl before so this is a first for me.
Oh and long overdue mouse update. It's not broken anymore. Turns out it just needed to dry. I can use the scroll wheel again! 😃